Monday, May 31, 2004

Tired

I am sooo tired now! My eyes wanna close already!! Anyone has toothpick?? Hahaha!!! Have been trying to make my program work! Sian!! I sux at java and I still have to face it everyday but lucky I only have to go to school for only 3 days!! YEAH!!! Soooo happy! Hehehe....But then after this week I am back to the working hours!!! Keke this attitude is totally wrong I am suppose to love school! But who will right unless yr close friends are there just like secondary school..... Still studying but its different coz in secondary school at least I study with joy! Environment in poly is totally different! PRESERVER DEN PRESERVER!!!!!

First letter to mummy!!

I wrote a letter for my mum!! Hehe!! Sooo scary didn't dare to pass it to her face to face! So I left it on the table b4 I left the hse! Then I msg her to tell her abt the letter!! Stupid rite!!! Hahahaha!!! How coward can I be man.... Hehe! Abt the content of the letter I shall not say!! Hehe!! Coz it just between the both of us! Rite mummy!! Haha! Just hope tt she will be alright after reading the letter.. Love ya mum!!!

Sunday, May 30, 2004

When out with Aipeng, Huimei n Jo-n today to watch "shrek"... The show is sooo funny!! Last part sooo cute dragon [donkey's gal friend] brought their kids to find him!! Their kids are soooo cute!!

Yeah!! Camp is dis week!! I am sooo excited abt it!! Another thing is I dun have to go to sch!! Coz it really sux big time!!! Hehe! Hai!! Got sch tml again!! Sometimes I really want to give up!! Coz when I ask the tutor he will either say go find out yrself or I will kena scolding frm him!! [u are an IT student, u should know how to do]. Coz I sux in java n the pple ard me [grp mate....] knows how to do!!! So feel very "STRESS"..... When it comes to programming I really feel like a "LOSER"!!! HAI!!!!!! Really regret putting IT / Bio informatics in my choice for entering poly / yr 3 course!!! Arrrg ... But no choice I cant possibly quit now coz its my last yr already!! I dun want to disappoint my mum!! I have to graduate.... Then after tt then see what I can do!! Coz I really dun wan to work in an IT environment!!! Maybe I will continue studying [dunno what] or work somewhere else [dunno where again].... Guess I have to just leave it to GOD!! Papa up there u will help me rite??

Friday, May 28, 2004

Its the beginning of the day again!! Sian!! Have to wait till 5 then can clock out!! Hahaha! Cant wait for next wk coz got camp and a day off [coz of vesak day]! YEAH!!! Hahahahah!! At least can rest well for 1 day [dun have to wake up sooooo early]!

Went for cg yesterday!! Really had fun!! Play games [sooo funny we are suppose to shout out each others nickname when we have the same cards], praise n worship..... Hai! I got to start doing my work already b4 my tutor see what I am doing!! Hahaha!! SO tk cr!!!

Thursday, May 27, 2004

I am sooo sleepy!! Its like 830am only!! Hehehe!! Finally manage to get msn[e-messenger] on Linux!! My partner told me how to!! Hehehe!! Although it is very very slow [takes 5 sec to show what I have type to appear on the screen] at least I get to use it!! Without msn I will die coz I will be bored to death!! Hahaha! At least when I tok to someone time will pass faster!! Hahaha!!

Got cg at esplanade later.... Suppose to plan games with kc!! Hope they will like the game!! Hehe!! This is the 2nd time planning games for cg!! Hahaha!! Hai!! But guess I will be late later,coz if I leave school late again think I will reach around 6++ [cg starts at 530]! Keke got to do my work already!! Tk cr!!!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

STRESS n TIRED

Leave school at 5++ today n yesterday!! Hai!!! I have to finish all the things b4 I can leave!! Its just SUX!! Suppose to learn "Linux"!! Got scolding by the tutor today coz I dunno how to operate the tink!! ASS!!! I am going to the library tml to borrow bk on it!! I will show him tt I can do it!! Yes!! I know I can do it!!

PISS OFF!!

I am sooo piss off with my tutor today!! He say "Since u r so enthu in CHRIST, y dun u be enthu in yr work too!!" Becoz of what he say I am gonna learn Linux well!! Anyway I email the head of the department today regarding the camp!! He reply saying "We dun support outside event!! And there is no reason y u are absent frm sch for 6 days"!!
I tell him y not like tt I only go for the church wan tt mean only never attend school for 2 days!! Then he ask me to talk to my tutor!!! Tts y he say tt!! Coz I dunno how to ans the qns he ask me!! In the end I only able to go for the church camp, sentosa wan cant!! =( I still have to make up for the 2 days tt I have miz!!! SICKENING!!!!
First n Second day of SCHOOL!!!

Erm.... 1st day of sch was very tedious!! Was doing research for the whole day [non-stop]!! Its soooo tiring!! We have to find out what our project is all abt!! All the chim chim term!! Can die seeing tt!! But lucky its pair work!!! I wun die sooo fast!! Hahaha!! Ohhh did I mention tt I am the only gal in my grp!! I am surrounded with TALL guys!!

Guess what I am doing now?? I am suppose to figure out what this [click to see] is all abt!! Soooo many numbers see until my eye pain!!! Soooo bored now!! Cant even download msn on this stupid computer!! I dunno how to download also coz I am not using windows!!! I am using this software call linux [Fedora]!! Arrrg not familiar with this program some more!! Tink by the end of this mth I am going to be very sick of computers!! Hahaha!! Coz I am facing it like everyday!!! Frm 830 - 500!! I got to do my work already!! Tk cr!!!!

Monday, May 24, 2004

School SUX

I am in school now!! At the lap doing nothing suppose to search about what my project is abt!!! But I dun understand what is it abt!!! They give chim chim terms!!! I am suppose to do something call "MICROARRAY GENOME MAPPER VISUALIZATION"!! Very chim rite!! I have no idea what this thing is all abt!!! I tink it gonna SUX big time man!!! Only know it is something to do with DNA!! Shit man!! Y am I doing abt DNA stuff!!

Guess what I am suppose to go to school almost everyday!! Yes including SATURDAY!!! Its something like working in an office!!!
Mon - Fri 0830 - 500
Sat 0830 - 100

Can't even wake up late now!! Have to wake up 6 everyday!! Can't be late too!! They will deduct points if we are late!!! 1st hour 1pt, 2nd hour 3pt...... Blah Blah Blah!! Can't even skip school!! Dunno if I am able to go for the camp!!! Coz I ask my tutor just now he say he dunno if this can be a reason for not attending school!! But he will check for me!! Really pray I am able to go!!!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Just came back frm my cousin's place!! Had a great time today!! Finally meet up after sooo long!! Met them at JP[Jurong Point], had lunch there we ate cai fan!! Guess what we all had stomachache!! Hahaha!! Wonder if its becoz of tt cai fan or was it just coincidence!! Hehe!!

When to this place call "Gone Fishing" its a cafe!! Somewhere near their place!! Cool place!! Its a place where u can really relax but its better if the pple there could talk softer!! Hahahaha! Coz we could hear every single thing they are talking abt!! Hahaha!!

How I wish we could do these everyday!! Hahaha!! Sooo fun!! Tok crap, laugh at stupid jokes......Blah Blah Blah.... But I know we can't, have to wait till we retire or sumtink!!! Hahaha!! Coz by tt time we would be soooo free!!!

Friday, May 21, 2004

Took the wrong bus

Meet my sis to go shop for shoe today.... Meet her at "TBP" [Tiong Bahru Plaza] to take a bus to queentown coz its faster this way I guess!!! But we took the bus frm the wrong side!! We ended up somewhere near bugis!! Hahaha!! Suppose to reach queenstown in maybe half an hours but we took an hour ++ to reach there!!! We should have taken 195 instead!!! How blur can we get man!! All becoz of DELIA CHUA!!!

Feet Too Big

Hai... Didn't manage to get my shoe coz my leg is too big!! They dun have my size!! I just realize tt my shoe size for sport shoe is 8.5 and not 8.... Very big huh!! Stupid actually tot I can get the 1 at taka but they onli have 8.... 8.5 no more stock!! Tink I am not fated to get a pair of new sport shoe!!!

Thursday, May 20, 2004

TROY


When out with pea today!! Then happen to see Sharon at the orchard mrt station!! Hahaha!! Anyway went to watch "Troy" after our lunch wanted to catch "Dawn of the death" but they dun have it!! =(

Its a 2 n a half hour show, seat until my butt pain!! Hahaha!! But the show was not bad!! Worth watching is all I can say!! Can't say too much abt the story, if not those who haven watch will cum after me!! Hahaha!! But I tink its kinda lame coz 1 of the reason they go for war is becoz of a woman!! Make sooo many pple suffer...

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Exercise


Went for care group just now!! Today's care group is to play badminton!!! Had a great time coz badminton is my all time favorite!! Always wanted to join badminton as my cca but because of all the reasons [team full, school no badminton cca] I did not get to join it!!

My arm are aching already!! Hehehe!! Too long never exercise liao!!! Tink I am just getting older!! Hahaha!!
Usual Self


As usual I am rotting in front of the computer!! I got nothing to do!! Usually I will play computer games but I just doesn't seems to find any nice game on the rack!! Its time to get new games!! Any recommendation?

Have been feeling very reluctant!! Dun feel like doing anything!! I have been like tt for the pass few days!! Arrrg..... What's wrong with me?? Only God knows!! I can deceive everyone but not him!! =(

Monday, May 17, 2004

Woke up at 630am today to go to school!! When I reach school then I realize I am not suppose to be there coz the preparation is for those tt are posted to SIT [School Of informatics Technology]..... Where I am posted to SCL [School Of Chemical Life Science] Dunno y the tutor will email me also! He think I am very free is it!! Actually I am very free lah!! Hahaha!! Hmmmm.... Waste my time to travel frm "BOON LAY" to "YIO CHU KANG".

Just reach home actually!! Accompany my fren for awhile then cum back already!!! I am soooo far away frm my fren coz she will be doing her FYPJ at the SIT block while I will be at the SCL block!! Nvm life goes on!! 6 more days school reopen already!! Hai!!! Not prepared yet!! Hai.... When tt day comes then see how!!! Can't do much also!! Will just wait..... Keke Update u guys again..... Tk cr!!

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Hai.... Got to go to sch tml!! For the preparation of FYPJ [final year project], its frm 830-500 I have no idea what they are going to do!! Only 2 person including me frm my class do FYPJ 1st!!! Wonder if I will be in the same lab / class as my friend!! She will be leaving early tml then I will be alone!!! =( So sian!!! Got to meet new pple!! Pray tt everything will go smoothly!! Hope tt I will get to meet pple who are crappy or pple tt I can get along with!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Dun really know what to blog also!! Coz I dun have much to say!!! Just feeling kinda weird.... Dun really feel like toking!! When pple tok to me then I will tok other then tt I was kinda quite!!! Hmmmm..... dun like the feeling I am having now!!! Its driving me crazy!!! Very very sian....... I muz find sumtink to do to keep me busy so tt I wun tink abt it!!! Anyway I will just leave it to him hope tt everytink will be alrite..... Can't do much also!!!

Friday, May 14, 2004

I am sooooo BORED!!! Got nothing to do and I dun feel like toking!! Dun wanna slp coz I cant slp!!! I just dun feel like doing anything now!! =( Dunno y also!! Just dun have the mood to do anything!!! Kekeke!!!! Tok to you guys again!!! TATA!!

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Sooo IRRITATING

hmm.... Got nothing to do today so decided to change the design of my blog getting sian of it!! Hahaha!! Very different frm the previous wan though!!!

Hai.... Guess I got insomnia!! Didn't slp well for the pass few wk!! Couldn't fall aslp at night!!! Then the next morning will have very bad headache!! I dun think I am stress maybe last week coz of exams.... But now?? I am relaxing at hm n still got the same problem!!

Something very weird happen today!! Hehe!! Becoz there is this idiot [my dad's fren] who keep calling my hse!! Frm 7++ to 9++ [non-stop]!!! Dad was slping so I have to pick up the ph!! My goodness cant even slp!! Feel like plucking out the ph line!!! Was sooo irritated so I hang up the ph so he couldn't call but guess WAT the ph still ring!!! Arrrrrrggg!!! Was thinking if I was dreaming!! Scary rite hang up still can call!!! Just another irritating guy!!!!

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

YEAH!!! My exams are over!! Finally can rest although its only a week but I still appreciate it!! Hahaha!! Got to go for the training for FYPJ [final year project] on the 17th n 18th..... Its from 8.30-5.00!! What are they going to teach man!! Have to stay in school for sooooo long!!!

Oh btw found out what course I am gonna take in yr 3 already!! Its BIO INFOMATICS!!! I am going to do DNA n stuff!! My goodness DNA!!! Hahaha!

Monday, May 10, 2004

This is for CHARISSA!!!


You wanna see picture on my blog rite?? Here you go! HeeHee!!

Soooo happy coz tml is Tuesday [my last paper]!! YEAH!!! Really cant wait for tml to come! After that can really rest for like 1 week....

After that must stress over final year project already and I have no idea wat I am suppose to do for the project n where I am suppose to go when school starts... The tutor didn't inform us at all!! That is one thing I really hate abt poly.... u have to find out everything by yrself!!! Sux man!!! Think thats all i wanna say!! Tk cr n miz u guys......

Saturday, May 08, 2004

My goodness I am soooo tired!! Haven been slping well for the past few weeks!! Cant slp!! And I fell asleep only at 4++ last night!!!

Oh went for care grp yesterday!! There is a restructure in the unit!! I am in NYP4 and guess who the leader is?? Its "AP"!! Wow!! She is now my sherpherd!! Abit weird coz suddenly frm sis becum nanny!! Then my nanny becum my granny [Jo-n, granny monkey] Hahaha!!! AP we can do it de!! We will be the 1st to break 10 rite!! Haha!! Must win granny monkey's grp!!! Hehe!! I cant go for service today coz I got to have lunch with my aunt n granny coz of mother's day!! =( Guess today's service will be great coz its a service for mother's day!! We are suppose to invite our mum to church!! There will be a drama called "A weekend with Mandy Wong"!! Too bad I will miss it!!

Hmmm.....Going to meet my mum soon!! But lucky the place they are having lunch is only at "JP"! Come back still got to study!!! Nvm still got 2 days more.... must perserver!!! After that can relax already but only for 2 wk I think coz 24th May start school already!! Didn't study last night coz was watching TV!! Hehe!! Got to study real hard went I come back later!!! NO TV..... Hehe!! Cant wait for exam to finish coz can go watch movie!! Hehe!!! Guess I got to go!! Update with you guys again!! Tata!!

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Haven blog for quite sometime coz of exams!! My comp kena virus and I just had it fix today!! That stupid worm again!!! Nothing much happen for the past few days!!! Only thing I do was study study n study!!! The only day I went out was last Saturday!! Went for service!! Last Saturday was the last day for sharon n jamie to join us coz they will be transferring to NP!! We are suppose to affirm sharon coz jamie was not there!!! It was sooo funny coz everyone was so shy to affirm her!! Haha!!

Anyway had my 1st paper yesterday!!! 2 more to go!!! Next paper will be on Thursday!! Dun have the mood to study!! Haven been studying today!!! Will have to kambateh after this!!!