Not Ready 4 Goodbye

Sittin' here starin' at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
I'm tryin' to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all

'Cause it's breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I don't see me anymore
Oh, and you're all I'm living for

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye (Oh...oh...oh...)

Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me I'm crazy, I got it all wrong
I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know how to live without you

You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world

Baby, tell me that you still believe {Still believe}
That you still love me {That you still love me, baby}
The way I love you {The way I love you}
If you take your love away from me {Away from me}
You know I would die {I would die}
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye {Goodbye}

Every breath that I take, every beat of my heart
You know it's all for you
I wanna hold you, I wanna love you
Forever and always

Baby, tell me that you still believe {Tell me}
That you still love me {That you still love me, baby}
The way I love you {The way I love you}
If you take your love away from me {Oh...oh...oh...}
You know I would die {Oh...}
'Cause I'm not ready for {Goodbye}

Baby, tell me that you still believe (Tell me)
That you still love me (That you still love me)
The way I love you {The way I love you}
If you take your love away from me (If you take your love away)
I know I would die (I know I would die)
'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

PINKY.ST



Haha!! Happen to see this online they are called "Pinky St" [click the picture to go to the website]

UGLYDOLL




Hahaha!! Just wanna share this with ya think its kinda cute.... =P [click the picture to go to the website]

Cute Little Fellows

Am I thinking too much or just being too sensitive? How I wish I could be the "me" when I was in secondary school! Everything also don't know + cannot feel! Just hate this gut feeling I have always making my mood just change like that.

It isn't nice to feel left out, it isn't nice to feel sad, it isn't nice to be alone, it isn't nice to act as if you don't care about
something, it isn't nice to be at a place which makes you feel stress [though sometimes it good to stress yourself], it isn't nice to feel that you are taken advantage of, the more you expect the more disappointed you get, do they feel the same as you, hate it when someone say and doesn't do what they say.....................................

It just sucks!!! [will be alright in a few days]

Being with my family is the BEST!! Worries will be gone... All the laughter we have at home though sometimes is just crap or even just slacking watching TV is just as fun as any other things.... You guys really make my day!!! Though I wouldn't be home that often because of some reasons like school, work. You guys are always in my HEART! LOVE YOU LOTS........

Have you done these 50 things before???

# 1 Have you tried leafs before?

# 2 Have you thought of dying?

# 3 Have you thought of injuring yourself so that you don't have to go
to school / work the next day?

# 4 Have you thought of "What if this car is going to bang me down"?

# 5 Have you been bored till you feel like banging your head to the wall??

# 6 Have you tried a burger which taste disgusting [because you left
it there for so long that it turn so cold and you don't have a oven to
heat it up]?

# 7 Have you tried eating alone for more then 1 mth++?

# 8 Have you been so tired that you don't even have the time to sleep?

# 9 Have you live your life to the fullest?

# 10 Have you ever owe your "sleep" debts?

# 11 Have you seen a dragon fruit tree before?

# 12 Have you ever felt that you are so helpless sometimes?

# 13 Have you tried to forget something but it just seems to be in your mind?

# 14 Have you been in a terrible situation that you have no idea what to do?

# 15 Have you dreamt that when you wake up you are a millionaire?

# 16 Have you tired talking to a person and he/she ignore you?

# 17 Have you been hurt emotionally before?

# 18 Have you done something and it turn out bad?

# 19 Have you tried something different in your life before?

# 20 Have you ever thought of giving up on something?

# 21 Have you ever feel lonely?

# 22 Have you been to somewhere and you got lost?

# 23 Have you ever ran home so fast because you need to use the toilet?

# 24 Have you ever miss someone so badly that you feel like crying
sometimes? [because the person is no longer there for you]

# 25 Have you ever listen to a song and makes you remind of someone?

# 26 Have you tasted something horrible that even you wouldn't want to
eat something that looks like it?

# 27 Have you eaten wasabi before? [only wasabi]

# 28 Have you eaten apple with kaya

# 29 Have you been knock down by a car?

# 30 Have you ever tried to do something to the fullest?

# 31 Have you been on the newspaper because of some project?

# 32 Have you ever receive love seeds for birthday?

# 33 Have you ever been so poor that you only have 20 cents in your wallet?

# 34 Have you tired jumping off the bus because the driver just close
the door where you haven alighted at all?

# 35 Have you got your legs slam by car doors?

# 36 Have you ever wonder why are you doing the thing you do now?

# 37 Have you wonder why do people quarrel?

# 38 Have you wonder why guys like to have mistress where they already
have a wife / girlfriend?

# 39 Have you ever wonder why God give you testings?

# 40 Have you tried doing a lot for a particular person but he/she
doesn't appreciate it at all and find you irritating?

# 41 Have you experience a dog burping in front of you? [yeah and that is Fifi]

# 42 Have you ever wonder why God created us to have emotions?

# 43 Have you told anyone that you don't wanna lose him/her?

# 44 Have you cry to sleep before?

# 45 Have you injure yourself before? [like banging into the cupboard,
kicking your bed in the morning]

# 46 Have you tired explaining to someone and he/she doesn't believe
you at all? [that why i don't usually explain because they don't
understand you and its a waste of my salver]

# 47 Have you ever swim using a volley ball before? [i think is more
to float then swim]

# 48 Have you tried break dancing before? [manage to do "Freeze"]

# 49 Have you been to an outing where you think you don't belong there
at all? [something like not your cup of tea]

# 50 Have you make a joke out of yourself before?

Have you guys done at all these in your life before? Just bored so just type in some nonsense.... But most or rather of the thing i wrote here kinda happen to me or ever thought of it before. Anyway guess i shall stop... Not much brain juice left. Have been thinking of all the "Have you"... Hahaha!! Ciaos

Click here [Hope you enjoy this song "Have You Ever" - Brandy] =P

HaPpY bIrThDaY dEn!!!!
Haha!! How dotsified can I get wishing myself Happy Birthday.... Anyway I am already like that why not a birthday song too.... Haha!! Here it goes den.....

HaPpY bIrThDaY to "U"
HaPpY bIrThDaY to "U"
HaPpY bIrThDaY to DEN
HaPpY bIrThDaY toooooooo "U"
Lameness is in the air................................

Having a terrible heachache now.... Feeling as though I am going to faint.... Sooooooo bored at work today guess what have I been doing?? Playing games and reading stupid article the entire day can.... How I wish I could leave this place asap I will get bored to death one day man.....

Ohhh am going for FOP(Festival of Praise) with Diane cum Delia cum her friends.... Heard it was good.... Going for the 1st day.... Hehe... It from 5-7 Aug!!! Anyway what else can I say....Oh national day is cuming which means my birthday is coming tooo.... Oh man getting one year older again.....

Anyway I am kinda pack next week man.... Other then Monday and Tuesday the rest of the days I am pack with stuff..... Think thats all I got to say nothing much..... Will update soon.....

Woo just came back from camp yesterday.... Am feeling super tried now... Anyway the camp was alright.. It make me think through stuff that had been keep in my heart for sometime and I think I have got an answer to it... Hopefully that is what Jesus wants me to do.. Anyway after camp yesterday we (NYP5) went to have dinner at Tampines (YM called it temp - pines) Haha!! Had a great time of fellowship... Lots of funny things happen too... Hehe... Like this want:

(In the toilet when I was washing my hand)
Fel: think they should put a kid sign outside door.
Me: Why?
(Then I look in the cubicle and burst out laughing)
Me: y is the toilet bowl sooo small (those are for kids btw)
Fel: lucky my butt small can sit.....
Hahahah!!

So we left the toilet... after that Shuling also wanna go to the toilet so we were teasing Fel n stuff while waiting for her, we tot will Shuling do the same thing as Fel...

(When she cum out)
Shu: hey why the toilet sooo weird the toilet bowl soooo small how to use....
(All of us just burst out laughing)
Hahaha!! This is NYP5 for yah...

After that we went Changi airport to have a farewell for Fel n Siyin....
It's was kinda dramatic though... We were crying hugging each other and stuff.... Look as if someone is gonna leave Singapore to study... (pple where looking at us) But the thing is after crying all of us are going to take the train home together... Hahaha!! Oh and the funniest thing is we are at the arrival hall... Cant act like someone is really leaving Singapore.... At first all of us was crying when i said that all of them just burst out laughing. Hahaha!!