Time really files one month has pass, and sometimes I am still feeling down because of some reasons. "Did I really make the right decision?" I always ask myself that. Everyday I have been trying very hard to forget and get myself occupy with stuff so I don't have to think so much. Luckily I have my new toy [PSP] with me, it keeps me occupy when I have nothing to do / bored.

Doing/seeing the same old thing over and over again is very tiring. Sometimes I just feel like giving up but having friends around me make me wanna preserver on. Having them to care about me, me crapping and cracking jokes with them really make my day. Though sometimes is just laughing at something stupid it still make yr day coz at least on that day itself you laugh/smile. =P "A smile a day make your sadness goes away".... Haha

Have you ever experience feeling weird being with a person alone. Not that he/she is a stranger but is someone that you are familiar with. I don't feel like talking to that person at all but sometimes seeing him/her alone makes me feel back. Like will find him/her poor thing. But when you thing of the things he/she did you will just hack care. Have been seeing him/her quite often nowadays. One thing its good but the other I am just not used to it. Its like so weird like why he/she is here how I wish he/she is out or something. I know its bad to think this way but I just can't help it.

Just hope that:

• One-day things will get better.
• I wouldn't care about thing or bother so much about it anymore?
• All the things wouldn't affect me anymore
• I will just take things easy and hack care about any other things.

How I wish I were still a kid where I don't have to handle so much things myself. Remember one of my friend said "If life doesn’t suck it wouldn’t be life anymore". Haha... True?? All right guess I shall stop here am I kind of emotional today? Haha... Its ok la huh let me be emotional for a day also wouldn't die. =P

Went to the premiers of "The Holiday" with my friend.. Its special coz its in Sentosa - Palawan Beach. They have this event called "Movie by the beach"... Watching movie by the beach, under the stars its sooooo cool man. Not a bad experience. Price is around the same just that you have to pay $3 for the admission. Guess it will be out next week. Go catch it.....

Oh my friend got me this when she is back frm Taiwan... Its mashmallow..Cute looking huh, cant bear to eat it... =P

Boring, am in the office now… It’s Saturday and I have to work. Can it be more boring not?? And it’s kinda obvious that I have got nothing to do that is why I can blog during office hours right… Must act busy. Like I am typing lots of stuff (typing in “Microsoft Words”… Haha) but actually I am typing a blog entry. Its already 10am I have like 2 hrs more to go…

So tired only had like 4 hrs of sleep can… Just feel like slacking at home. Haha… I think I am back to my old self. Lazy to go out rather stay home to rot. LOL
I think its cool to go back to my old self, which mean I am able to let some things go and carry on with my own life. Have to adapt the life without you. Trying my very best and I guess it’s getting better day after day… and hopefully / eventually it will be gone.

=P Ohhhh know what I finally got my PSP (Sharon: you cant irritate me anymore - “Sorry the PSP has run out of stock”)… I bought it?? Nah where got so much cash to spend on that right… I kind of got it for free, because of Singnet. Sign up for the 2-year contract. It was a promotion period, so happen that my contract has ended so mind as well right. Have Internet access cum a free PSP…


I’m loving it

Is this month the sick month or what I had just recover from SCF (in case u have no idea what is it SCF = sore throat, cough, flu), and now the flu virus is back again… How sucky can it be huh?