A!A! Its the end of the week again!!! COOL!!! I can rest sia!! Have been so tired!! Staring at the comp 24/7...... Yup bad for eyes!!! I also know but no choice I am studying IT stuff!! Getting sick of the comp real soon!! I dun use the comp when I get home already!! When I get home I will either rot in my room / read comics or watch TV!! Hahaha!! Yah very boring I know dun have to tell me!! Hahaha!!

OH!!OH!! I am totally broke on a budget now!! Hahaha!! Coz of my stupid spec went to make my spec on Sunday! It cost me 75 bucks [but I tink is kinda worth it coz I was able to collect the spec in 15 mins]! It includes a KFC voucher, a pair of 1 day acuve contacts[I ask for it coz wanna try to c if I could wear it! Haha!!] and of course my new spec! It looks the same like most of my fren say just tt it is black! Hahaha!! But no choice they only have those under the special package!! Hahaha!! The most impt tink is I can c!! Hahaha!!! Oh I broke my record man!! Can u imagine I only spend $3.20 yesterday[it includes lunch n dinner I didn't stave myself]!!! Hahaha!! Cool huh!! I shd continue and keep up with the gd job man!! Hahaha!!

Sob! Sob! My spec broke!!! Now I am kinda blind!! hahaha!! I cant find my old spec either!!! AND I am broke got no $ to buy new spec got to wait till the end of the mth when I get my pay then can go n make!! GOSH!!! Spoil at the wrong time sia!

Hmmmm its kinda hard today coz pple are asking me to do tinks tt I dun wanna do!! Its doesn't feel gd to reject pple either coz I dun like tt feeling too!! But the tink is once I made the decision no1 can change it!! YUP u can say tt I am stubborn!! I am I admit!!! But I dun tink its my fault either coz I am not inform in the 1st place I found out by chance actually!!! So whatever way pple tink abt me I dun care I am like tt!!!! One word STUBBORN!!!! [dun have hard feeling just wanna say how I feel here]

Did I do the right tink?? Shd I have send tt email in the 1st place?? Was it a good decision? I really dunno but no matter wat I have no regrets sending tt mail!! As least now she knows how I feel / tink. Remember sum1 tell me b4 u can share yr tots n feelings with sum1 u wanna share u dun have to keep everything to yrself!!! Hmmmm I tink sometimes its just right to tell sum1 how u feel! Though sometimes the outcome might not be the 1 u hope / wish for but at least when u say it out and u feel better! I am a person who doesn't know how to express my feelings!! But really thx God there is something call SMS n email!! Coz I cant tell the person face to face [coz I shy]!! Hahaha!! Hmmmm wondering if I am toking any sense?? Coz I dunno wat am I toking abt! Hahaha!!

hmmmm.... Have been thinking quite a lot lately!! Things just flood my head!!! I really have no idea what I am suppose to do!! shd I do this or tt!! I am really scare tt I might regret [as in make the wrong decision / choice!!] Pple have been asking me r u going to be like tt forever??? I really have no idea!! After living for 21 yrs n I still have no idea wat I really wan?? I feel like a loser sometimes!! hai.... Whatever tt is I shall go n figure it out myself!!!

Wow I haven been blogging for a wk!! alrite let me update with u guys!! hmmm.... Suppose have a surprise celebration for Aipeng on Tuesday but dunno who is the idiot tt told her abt it.... She spoil our plan sia!! Hahaha!! But I really enjoy my day coz I haven crap for like sooo long!! Really had a great time together with Sharon, Aipeng, Hui mei, Yihan, Jaime. Though I was very tired but really enjoy myself!! Haha!!

Today got to go for anu bday party!!! Hai I am broke got to get sooo many present!! Then Sunday going for aifa's wedding!! Gosh can u believe it my fren who is the same age as me is going to get married!! Present again!! Hahaha!! Can sum1 bless me with $! I haven got my pay yet so I am broke!! Hahaha!!

oh guess wat I have completed the the 1st draft of the flyer [for the students] I am suppose to do!! My officer say not bad!! When she say tt I was so relieve! Haha!! Cool!! I dunno if I can post it up here to show u guys but nvm tink I better dun!! But I still got to do another flyer for the staff!! I am cracking my head now! I dunno how to design coz I cant tink of anytink now coz I am sooo tired!! Dun have the inspiration!! SO I muz wait for the inspiration to cum then can do!! SO now slacking officer just went out!! Hahahaha!! SO tired can!! My eyes wanna close already!! Hai!! HEADACHE SIA!!!!

Gosh I am sooooo bored!! I got things to do but I dun feel like doing!! I have been like slacking for almost the whole day already!!! I got to design flyer for an event!! N I have no idea how to design it!! Hai!!! Headache sia!!! GOD!!! Pls give me wisdom!!

Oh yah yesterday went for y-hope family day! Its COOL!! Had steamboat at marina bay! Sooo many pple!!! Like the whole church is there nono I mean whole of youth! 1st time eat steamboat sooo many pple! Hahaha!!! But overall its a awesome day!!!

Wow had my napfa yesterday!! Guess wat I got a "thank you for participating cert"!! Haha!! I pass everything except 2.4km coz I got a very bad cramp/stitch when I was running like the 2nd/3rd round i tired to continue but cant. Never had such a bad cramp/stitch b4! If I haven had tt cramp/stitch I could have get a bronze or something!! Fail by 2mins can [passing is 17 but I got 19]!! Now I know how ap feel when she get the thank you for participating cert!! Hahaha!! After all this I also dunno wat am I suppose to do with this stupid cert. Not as if I am going to show it to my future boss or something!! Hahaha!!