Hey guys!!! I am back again..... 2005 isn't a really good year for me!! So many things happen!! All at once somemore why do things have to happen all at once and not one at a time?? I am really very tired of all these things can I take a break?? I wish I could but guess its just another testing frm papa!!! Coz everything happen for a reason, you will see the main purpose of it when you leave it all to papa???

Hai.... Anyway I have found a course I wanna do after I graduate!! That is like so cool!! Its "Advance diploma in multimedia design" but know what its damn ex sia!! I got to pay $37,000 [payable in 7 installment] for a 2 yr full time course..... Die where to get the $$$$!!! Am suppose to do my assignment but my comp sux!!! It keep jamming up the comp!!! I am like soooo frustrated coz I was restarting the comp frm like 9+ to 10.... Hai.... Tink I will just do it in school tml!!! Its sux lah feel like throwing the comp away got sooo many viruses...... Another saddening / tiring day has pass!!!!

You Are 15 Years Old

15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Cool huh!!! Check out what type of personality u guys have. I got a B+ so not tt bad!!! Haha!!

You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Hey guys, pardon me if I say anything wrong / tok to u in a irritated way yah!!! Coz I am not in a very good mood recently. Everything is like sooo fake.... Esp when I smile[tts what I think].... But I have challenge myself to forget everything in 2 weeks.... Hope I will be able to do so... Coz usually I will take very long to forget and get over with it. If I am able to do so, mean I have break my record....

Oh GOSH..... I realise tt I get sick very easily this semester.... Am in school having bioinformatics case study.... I dun have the mood to do anything....Have been really very very slack!!! Having headache cum feeling giddy cum sore throat cum cough cum stress. After so long and I am still having flu. HAI!!!!! GUESS 2005 is just not my year..... I prefer 2004 can I go back to the past?? [what a dumb ques to ask... Of course cannot rite how to turn back time????]

I am not surprise if I become depress........

Just finish my practical test!!! It was alright hope I will be able to pass coz I dunno how to do some of it!!!! Hai...... Things is still not going the right today!! I cant top up my ezlink using my atm card.... The machine say it has a problem cant access!! Arhhhh!!!! NVM will go try again later!!!!

I am soooooooooo tired today!!! Can fall aslp anytime!!!! Tink 4+ then I fell aslp last nite!! After doing the project stuff I still watch a vcd b4 I go to bed!!! Just wanna keep myself busy!! Didn't wanna think too much!! Dunno is it becoz I didn't get enough slp or becoz I am sick I am feeling very weak....... Dun even have the energy to write!!! My shoulders are aching too!!!! HAI............ Didn't pay attention to the things ard me nor lecture...Practical........................ I am just like a walking zombie [tts wat I tink though]!!!

One word to describe how I am feeling now!! "SAD" Dun wanna tink and tok abt it!! Just feeling down!! Will need a few days/weeks [I dunno] to adjust things back to how I used to be!!!! I really hate dis feeling!! Y muz this always happen to me???]

Its like 1am and I am still here[onlining]!! Got school tml but I just dun wanna slp!! Then msn cant work dunno wats wrong!!! Am doing sumtink for my project and the stupid com cant even save the document!! I am like sooooo frustrated!! I finish my stuff and it jam!!!!!! I got to redo every single tink again!! TODAY SUCKS!!!!!! Everything is going wrong!!! Cant something go rite????? Everything is just not doing alright having a very bad headache cum flu cum giddy I dunno what is going to happen next!!! Oh and I got a practical test tml which I dunno if I would know how to do cum I got 2 presentation and an assignment due next week. I haven started on my assignment at all[coz I dunno how to do!!!] CAN someone just kill me "NOW"!!!!!

Hmmmmm I am here to blog again!! Am slacking at my friends lab eating biscult!!! Having break now so decided to blog!! Got nothing to do anyway!!! Hai..... I dunno whats wrong with me nowadays have been sighing!!!! Tink I got some disease called "sighified" [symptom = always sighing]!!!! Even doctors also cannot help!!! Have been feeling down just dun feel like doing anything!! I dunno y also!!! Maybe its becoz of stress, sch...... [but I doubt so] Ahhhh I just wanna be how I used to be!! I dun like this stupid feeling at all!!!

Ahhh so STRESS!!! I dunno how to do my assignment!! Know y??? Coz its java!! I sux at it lah!!! But nvm God will make a way!! Haha!! Hmmm guess I got to go, time to go for lesson already!!! HAI.....................

Yaya!! My blog is getting mouldy!! Here I am to blog again!! Wow its had been so long since I blog again!!! Lazy and got nothing to blog!!! hehe!! Ohhhhh I have been sick for the pass few days!! Had headache cum gastic flu now got cramps summore!! What worse can it get!!!!! When to see 2 doctors!! Coz had headache on Monday then Monday nite I start to puke!!! So when to see a doctor again!!! Stupid polyclinic make me wait for 2hrs b4 I could see a doctor but know what I was in the room less then 5 mins n I am out!!! WONDERFUL huh!! Haha!! Ok I shall not complain anymore.....

Actually I didn't wanna go to sch today also but no choice I got a presentation for bioinformatics case study!! It was like a last minute tink for me!! Coz my grp member prepare the slides until today then I get to see it!! Thank God for them!!! But the presentation turn out alright maybe Jo-n's prayer works huh!! Haha!!! Thanks for praying for me pal!!

Oh charly thank god for u too for listening to all my crap!! Thank u for lending me yr ears or rather eyes!! Hahaha!!! Always supporting me no matter wat!!! Aipeng too!!! Had a great time with you today though both of us are not in a very good mood!! =) But as least we have each other's company rite??? I had a great time with u and yr classmates!! Haha!!! No matter what just come to me if u got any prob ya!!! Ears always open for u guys!! =b

Alright guess I shall stop here!! Got a lot to catch up[for school]!!!Haven done my tutorial[ah guess wat I dunno how to do them.... Saddening]!!! Shall blog again!!! CIAOZ!!!!!