Knowing that this might be the last time we have dinner together... the feeling just kinda sucky... everyone seems to be sooo polite / weird....

Having him peeling prawns & getting drinks for us, bringing the bowls to the sink seems so weird. Have not seen him done that... I just had to control my tears and carry on with dinner... Though its just dinner but it has so much mixed feelings. But really thank god that ma ask him back for dinner.... I know he is doing the job.... Thanks You LORD...