how i wish i can dont care abt some stuff but just cant help it. how much i wanna cry sometimes. how much i miss you. how much i wanna forget you. how much i wanna get over you. how much i dun wanna work. how much i feel like screaming. how much i wanna ignore you. how much i wanna scold you. how i get so piss with you. how much i dislike something. how much i wanna get out of this place. how much i wanna get things over and get it done. how much i wanna be alone sometimes. how much i feel like banging the wall. how much i wanna have my brain washed. how much i wanna study. how much i wanna do something but am scare to do so.

after typing the paragraph above i have no idea what am i typing actually... it doesn't really make sense to me.... like why did i type and all.... anyway since i have type it i shall just post it... like who cares rite. nobody will reads anyway.....

anyway am on 2 days mc.... becoz of headache as usual. this time round its worst then the previous coz medi doesn't seem to stop the headache cum i feel nausea. had headache for contiuous 2 days. its kinda scary though coz it had nv happen to be b4 like non stop kind. actually went to the doc on friday but the medi doesnt seems to helps so went back to the same doc today. she concluded that it is migraine. ask to try out the new medi she gave me if it still doesnt work then she will have to investigate to see if there is other reason that cause the headache. how bad can it be rite.... hai.....