Doing/seeing the same old thing over and over again is very tiring. Sometimes I just feel like giving up but having friends around me make me wanna preserver on. Having them to care about me, me crapping and cracking jokes with them really make my day. Though sometimes is just laughing at something stupid it still make yr day coz at least on that day itself you laugh/smile. =P "A smile a day make your sadness goes away".... Haha
Have you ever experience feeling weird being with a person alone. Not that he/she is a stranger but is someone that you are familiar with. I don't feel like talking to that person at all but sometimes seeing him/her alone makes me feel back. Like will find him/her poor thing. But when you thing of the things he/she did you will just hack care. Have been seeing him/her quite often nowadays. One thing its good but the other I am just not used to it. Its like so weird like why he/she is here how I wish he/she is out or something. I know its bad to think this way but I just can't help it.
- Just hope that:
- One-day things will get better.
- I wouldn't care about thing or bother so much about it anymore?
- All the things wouldn't affect me anymore
- I will just take things easy and hack care about any other things.
How I wish I were still a kid where I don't have to handle so much things myself. Remember one of my friend said "If life doesn’t suck it wouldn’t be life anymore". Haha... True?? All right guess I shall stop here am I kind of emotional today? Haha... Its ok la huh let me be emotional for a day also wouldn't die. =P