new year?? It kinda sucky.... Have no idea if i was feeling emotional or anything.. Come to think its only some stuff that will happen often but just broke down... Like what the heck rite...When back to work today and I was kinda depress / tired or rather weak (like I dont have enough sleep or something) ... The feeling just isnt good. Memories just start flowing back into the mind thank God i was tooo tired to think abt it.... Yeah tts my new year for you hopefully its gonna get better.... Like eveyone says a new year a new start....(...yeah right but I just gotta believe it will) "Stop thinking about the pass and move on cannnn, why are you such a loser"... How i wish i could just go for a brain wash n forget everything that I dun wanna think / remember about....