DEPRESSION / BOREDOM IS IN THE AIR!!!

Guess I am going into depression very very soon......... I am very tired of the things I am going through........ I wanna take a break!! Trying to str8ten things out myself but after soooo long I am still the same!! What the....... Am very frustrated with myself sometimes..... Always ask myself y am I like tt??? Cant I just take it easy and forget abt everything???? How I wish I could do tt!! I would be a person without sadness / worries....... Guess this is y I am created to be who I am....... God would never create someone who is perfect coz if someone is so perfect he/she will be proud or rather depend on themselves rather then the lord....... Am I right???

SOoooooo UNLUCKY!!!!

Am suppose to do my assignment now but I couldnt find a single comp to do my assignment...... The comp I am using now doesnt have the software for me to do my assignment so with no choice I just have to hand in the program that is not working.... DAMN ...... soooo sad lah..... Actually thought I could make the program work..... But now I cant even do......

=( Haix.......

Hey hey!! Isn't this froggy cute?? Guess what this is the pressie frm my tutor for improvement [presentation]...... Its really a blessing frm papa!! This shows by trusting / have faith / leaving everything to him is right.... I tot I didn't do well for the presentation as I was tooo nervous.... Until I am loss of words [I know what I wanna say but it just cant come out frm my mouth] BUT........ =b Though its just a small gift but it really encourage me!! =b It really brighten my day yest!!! Hehe!!

Its a HP holder!!!

"HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR"

Time files its almost the end of the week!! Hows yr ang pao $ collection?? Haha!! Mine was ok!! hmmm I realize this year's new year is just like some normal day meaning dun have the new year mood at all..... Not like when I was young, always look forward for new year..... But its good though coz can get together as a family......

Hmmmm next week gonna be stress week again coz my holidays are over.... Yup this week is suppose to be my 1 week holi..... So not worth it, its suppose to be next week but the school change it to dis week instead!!! Am back to tt school n tt same old course.... Wonder if I am able to complete the course... Coz for 1 module I didn't complete the assignment I hand in already!!
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Hey really thank god for all the friends I have..... Without u guys around encouraging me I wouldn't go that far!! I would have gave up alot of things long...... BUT the most important fren I have is "GOD"!!! Coz he is there 24/7!!! =)

Friends

A friend is someone we turn towhen our spirits need a lift.

A friend is someone we treasurefor our friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our liveswith beauty, joy, and grace.

And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Friends are God's way of taking care of us.

Hey guys!!! I am back again..... 2005 isn't a really good year for me!! So many things happen!! All at once somemore why do things have to happen all at once and not one at a time?? I am really very tired of all these things can I take a break?? I wish I could but guess its just another testing frm papa!!! Coz everything happen for a reason, you will see the main purpose of it when you leave it all to papa???

Hai.... Anyway I have found a course I wanna do after I graduate!! That is like so cool!! Its "Advance diploma in multimedia design" but know what its damn ex sia!! I got to pay $37,000 [payable in 7 installment] for a 2 yr full time course..... Die where to get the $$$$!!! Am suppose to do my assignment but my comp sux!!! It keep jamming up the comp!!! I am like soooo frustrated coz I was restarting the comp frm like 9+ to 10.... Hai.... Tink I will just do it in school tml!!! Its sux lah feel like throwing the comp away got sooo many viruses...... Another saddening / tiring day has pass!!!!

You Are 15 Years Old

15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Cool huh!!! Check out what type of personality u guys have. I got a B+ so not tt bad!!! Haha!!

You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Hey guys, pardon me if I say anything wrong / tok to u in a irritated way yah!!! Coz I am not in a very good mood recently. Everything is like sooo fake.... Esp when I smile[tts what I think].... But I have challenge myself to forget everything in 2 weeks.... Hope I will be able to do so... Coz usually I will take very long to forget and get over with it. If I am able to do so, mean I have break my record....

Oh GOSH..... I realise tt I get sick very easily this semester.... Am in school having bioinformatics case study.... I dun have the mood to do anything....Have been really very very slack!!! Having headache cum feeling giddy cum sore throat cum cough cum stress. After so long and I am still having flu. HAI!!!!! GUESS 2005 is just not my year..... I prefer 2004 can I go back to the past?? [what a dumb ques to ask... Of course cannot rite how to turn back time????]

I am not surprise if I become depress........

Just finish my practical test!!! It was alright hope I will be able to pass coz I dunno how to do some of it!!!! Hai...... Things is still not going the right today!! I cant top up my ezlink using my atm card.... The machine say it has a problem cant access!! Arhhhh!!!! NVM will go try again later!!!!

I am soooooooooo tired today!!! Can fall aslp anytime!!!! Tink 4+ then I fell aslp last nite!! After doing the project stuff I still watch a vcd b4 I go to bed!!! Just wanna keep myself busy!! Didn't wanna think too much!! Dunno is it becoz I didn't get enough slp or becoz I am sick I am feeling very weak....... Dun even have the energy to write!!! My shoulders are aching too!!!! HAI............ Didn't pay attention to the things ard me nor lecture...Practical........................ I am just like a walking zombie [tts wat I tink though]!!!

One word to describe how I am feeling now!! "SAD" Dun wanna tink and tok abt it!! Just feeling down!! Will need a few days/weeks [I dunno] to adjust things back to how I used to be!!!! I really hate dis feeling!! Y muz this always happen to me???]

Its like 1am and I am still here[onlining]!! Got school tml but I just dun wanna slp!! Then msn cant work dunno wats wrong!!! Am doing sumtink for my project and the stupid com cant even save the document!! I am like sooooo frustrated!! I finish my stuff and it jam!!!!!! I got to redo every single tink again!! TODAY SUCKS!!!!!! Everything is going wrong!!! Cant something go rite????? Everything is just not doing alright having a very bad headache cum flu cum giddy I dunno what is going to happen next!!! Oh and I got a practical test tml which I dunno if I would know how to do cum I got 2 presentation and an assignment due next week. I haven started on my assignment at all[coz I dunno how to do!!!] CAN someone just kill me "NOW"!!!!!