I am soooo tired!! Got to show my tutor the thing he ask me to do by the end of the day [5pm]. And I haven finish yet or rather say it doesn't work! SICKENING!!!! Having headache, stomachache all the aches man!! =( Got shepherding later.... In school I tink!! Not sure also!! Hahaha!!! Wonder what is she going to teach me later!! Anyway too tired to type already!! Sooooooooooo SIAN!!!!

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[Friends are all getting sick so just wanna say tk cr yah!!]

Joanne: How are feeling better?? [yr leg] Hahaha!! Alright shall not laugh! Cant imagine man!! Yr leg swollen!! Anyway guess will be alright soon!! Like what u say maybe becoz of the weather.

Priscilla: How u are feeling better!! Drink more water yah!! Hehehe!!! Dun last min!! [copy me]
Hahaha!!

Dawn: You too muz tk gd cr of yrself yah!! Just trust in him [papa up there]!! He will bring u through!!
Jia you!!

Diane: Hope u are doing fine!!! Tk cr!!!

Hahaha!! Guess what I was bathing half way then my hse black out. It like the whole block or rather say most of the areas in spore!! Hahaha!! Its kena cool though!! Haha!! Soooo romantic! Can c candle light frm every window and the stars too soooo nice!! Just love the atmosphere!! Had to wait for 45 mins then the electricity is back!! Anyway really thx God for giving us electricity!!!

Wow!! Just realize tt nowadays I write very long messages!! Is it becoz I got a lot of things to say or rather say its complain!! Have been complaining non-stop ever since I start school [final year project]!! So just bear with it lah!! Hahahah!! Anyway also complain 6 wk liao 6 more wks doesn't make any difference. 6 more wks and I am done with this stupid project!!! Pple pray for me k??? Pray tt I will be posted to a firm tt do html and not java for my attachment if not I will be dead by then!! If I get into a html firm at least I wouldn't complain!!! Hahaha!! So muz help me yah!! Hahaha!!! How I wish I could go into a firm which ask me to help them do web site for company..... Wow how I wish I can do tt!!! Other then animation I find tt very interesting too!! Maybe can go for further studies on tt but then guess they dun have it in spore!! Everything I want to study also dun have!! Check on the internet already they dun have!! Unless I go overseas!! But where got $??? So expensive to study overseas!!! Hai!!! Maybe GOD just want me to stick with JAVA cum DNA stuff!!!! BUT BUT I dun wan!!!! Its sooo torturing to do tt everyday!!! I will just kill myself if I have to do tt after I graduate!!! Hahaha!!

GOSH!!!! I am soooo STRESS!!!
Conversation between my partner and I [today]:

[Partner]: Hey denice can u finish the servlet by this week?
[Moi]: Erm I dun think so, coz I haven download the program and I dunno how to do it coz I nv learn b4! But I will try too!! I will try my very best to do it!!
[Partner]: Oh ok lor!!

Arrrgggg I feel sooo bad!! Like always dunno how to do always give him trouble!![Coz for the last few semester I dun take java, I take ASP/VB--programming language] I really pity him!! Kena the same grp as me!! Hahaha!!! GOD give me lots n lots of WISDOM [on java] can??? Please I beg u!!! How I wish I am a java genius!!! That's y wish now!!

Hai.... I really have to try to finish something by this week!! Coz next week is presentation already!! We are suppose to show the tutor what we have done so far!! =( As u know I didn't really do a lot not becoz I nv do my work is becoz I just can't make my program work!!! =( I HATE JAVA!!!! Can u imagine how much pressure is on me now!!! Its tons n tons of them!!! Soooo heavy!!! SADDENING!!!! I will go mad becoz of java!! Very soon I guess!! Xinni get me a place in Woodbridge yah!! U are nearer to tt place so its easier for u to book!!! Hahhaha!! MENTAL!!! [ Dida does this sound familiar? Hehe!! ] =)

PROBLEMS!!! PROBLEMS!!! PROBLEMS!!! Y nowadays pple ard me got sooo many problems?? Those who really cant take it will really go mad!! Guess its just "some" testing from GOD!!!

Got this frm my friend's blog [hope u dun mind]:

Problem is only problem when you define it as one, if you dun think of it as one, it is not. Do you drag yrself to work or school everyday?? I do!! Hehe!! But why not try thinking it in another way?
Example,
1] If you need to report for work, Think: You will be getting another day's pay and get more work done...!
2] If you need to attend school, Think: You will be learning new things, achieve higher wisdom...


Though its easier to say then to carry out!! But it kinda make sense!!! Papa up there only give us testing tt we are able to do it!! No parent in the world will want to see his/her child to suffer they only want to see them grow and mature!! This is also what papa want to see in us!!! So when you have any problems never give up yah!! I am also trying my best not to give up in my studies [the course I am doing now coz I really hate it but still I never give up, still perserving]!! So pple out there lets face our problem and solve it together??? Remember NEVER GIVE UP yah!!!!

Papa up there what should I do????

Human Organ Transplant Act
When to tk the letter just now!! Its abt donating yr organs after u pass away... Think they change the rule or something... Coz as long as u are 21 u they will donating yr organs when u die! SO if u dun wan then can opt out!! But got pple will opt out meh?? Die already still want organs for what mine as well give it to someone who needs it!! RIGHT???

=( I want to cry liao! Now waiting for the tutor coz he toking to the other tutor!!! Want to inform him tt I wanna go home!!! Saddening man!!! I want to shout leh!! Coz under STRESS [lots and lots of it]!!!!

Gosh!!! Woke up with a gastic again!!! Y??? But I still go to school!! No choice got to force myself to if not muz take mc already!! So expensive!! [to see a doctor] Arrrggg!!! Then now got headache!! Sick man!! I hate this feeling, feel soooo weak now!! Hai.... "I WANNA GO HOME"!!!!!

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dida: Read yr blogs just now!! Wow you guys went to some choco thing rite sounds delicious! Yum! Yum! Hahahha!! How I wish I was there... Then can slack together! Hahaha! Anyway Diane dun slack tooo much later cum bk die man!! Hahaha!! Dawn are u feeling better already read di blog saying tt you got fever!! Hmmmm we are sooo weak!! Haha!! Get sick sooo easily.... Anyway U guys tk cr and miz ya!!!

Got shepherding just now!! Learn something new today shepherd know I was unhappy for the past few days so she taught me abt joyfulness!!! Hehehe... Anyway got gastic when I was on my way home!! Almost puke!! Lucky never lah!! When I got home my mum told me tt I got a register letter... Guess what! Its abt some organ donor thing!! Haha!! When did I donate my organ?? Muz go to the post office tml to see what is it all abt!! Btw I was thinking if I wan to donate my organ who will want it!! Hahaha!!! Always headache, gastic then got asthma like all got problem. Haha!! How to donate!!! My sister say inside all spoil!! Ass!!! Hahaha!!!