Just bored trying to find something to do...

Did I mention that I have tender my resignation letter? Yeah I have given my resignation letter on Thursday.. Yeah I am leaving that place pretty soon but will miss all my crazy colleques.

Anyway I went Lanjut over the weekends with my fren... Just a 2 days 1 night outing.. Here are some of the photos I have taken:

Breakfast b4 we head down to the resort.

This is how the resort look like... Just some normal looking chalet

Had BBQ buffet for dinner... Yummmy

If there wasnt clouds we will be able to see the beautiful sunrise... Too bad..

how i wish i can dont care abt some stuff but just cant help it. how much i wanna cry sometimes. how much i miss you. how much i wanna forget you. how much i wanna get over you. how much i dun wanna work. how much i feel like screaming. how much i wanna ignore you. how much i wanna scold you. how i get so piss with you. how much i dislike something. how much i wanna get out of this place. how much i wanna get things over and get it done. how much i wanna be alone sometimes. how much i feel like banging the wall. how much i wanna have my brain washed. how much i wanna study. how much i wanna do something but am scare to do so.

after typing the paragraph above i have no idea what am i typing actually... it doesn't really make sense to me.... like why did i type and all.... anyway since i have type it i shall just post it... like who cares rite. nobody will reads anyway.....

anyway am on 2 days mc.... becoz of headache as usual. this time round its worst then the previous coz medi doesn't seem to stop the headache cum i feel nausea. had headache for contiuous 2 days. its kinda scary though coz it had nv happen to be b4 like non stop kind. actually went to the doc on friday but the medi doesnt seems to helps so went back to the same doc today. she concluded that it is migraine. ask to try out the new medi she gave me if it still doesnt work then she will have to investigate to see if there is other reason that cause the headache. how bad can it be rite.... hai.....

Went to catch this show today... To me its damn good though its a sad show but worth watching. You can hear pple blowing their nose in the cinema. Haha!! Yeah I cried... DAMN sad. Shall not tell you guys what is going to happen in the show.. Wanna know go watch it. Read the synopsis below. Trailers click here...


Hearty Paws

Synopsis:
Chan is an 11 year old boy who lives alone with his younger sister, SO-I. Though he’s young, he’s tough and hates losing. He loves his younger sister so much that there isn’t a thing that he wouldn’t do for her. For her 6th birthday, he decides to give her a dog that she’s been longing to have. One early morning in winter when the world is still dark, he sneaks into a house of an old couple and steals a newly-born puppy for his sister. So happy with the dog that she wanted so badly, SO-I names it Maeum, literally translated as Heart. Maeum eats a lot and plays cute, exaggerating pain when it’s stung by a bee. The dog and she becomes really tight with each other, and Chan is happy that the dog takes care of her while he’s gone to school. They thought that happiness with the new family member would last forever. However, something unexpected happens one day, and the relationship between Chan and Maeum is in ruins. What on earth happened?

When to Zouk with my friends yesterday. You just have to pay $10 and you can drink all u want. Its from 6.30pm to 9.30pm. Haha.!! Some highly subsidised thing from SGH. So since its drink all u want my friend kept ordering and in the end all got drunk.


Drank:

White Wine (1 cup)
7 Up Vodka (2 cups)
Orange Vodka (1 cup)
Slush (1 & a half cups)

How can I not be drunk right she keeps filling me with alcohol. Haha... The funny thing is we all got drunk by 9.30pm and that is when people start partying. And we all went "supper" – which is only 9.45pm. Lucky out of five only 3 was drunk. Cant walk str8, puke on the streets... but I was sober. Just that I laugh at everything and starts talking nonsense.

As for my 2 other friends one became super quite (gone home herself cause she couldn’t stand it anymore), the other became very weird. As in she starts talking very loudly actually is more to shouting. She keeps asking : WHY, HOW, WHERE.... So funny.... She drives everyone in the car crazy.... Hahaha...

End of the day there was no casualty, and everyone reached home safely...

Was walking aimlessly on the streets of Orchard yesterday. Happen to passby Cathay so decided to catch a movie as I dun feel like going home that early. Catch DreamGirls, though its kinda long but I think its damn good... Being alone, honestly is very lonely but what to do???

Knowing that this might be the last time we have dinner together... the feeling just kinda sucky... everyone seems to be sooo polite / weird....

Having him peeling prawns & getting drinks for us, bringing the bowls to the sink seems so weird. Have not seen him done that... I just had to control my tears and carry on with dinner... Though its just dinner but it has so much mixed feelings. But really thank god that ma ask him back for dinner.... I know he is doing the job.... Thanks You LORD...

Haven been blogging for sometime.... many stuffs have happen... My life is just like some channel 8 drama. Yeah it really suxs but what to do... I just have to carry on with my life and leave on with it rite??? No matter how much you tear, or how much your heart aches I still have to bear with it.

Anyway thanks for all the msgs that I have receive frm my fren / col ... At least I know that even though times are really bad no matter at home / work / relationship...... YOU guys are always there to support me....

I wouldnt know what the outcome will be like but hopefully it will the best for everyone....

Had to work today... Busy with filling as we are shifting office soon. Suppose to leave office at 12pm but decided to stay to help my friend with filling. So left around 1.20pm (she was still there when I leave, so poor thing)....

Was very hungry so the first thing was to head down to PS to have lunch... Haha... After I filled my stomach went spotlight, dai so to check some stuff for my assignment. Was walking around PS, planning to shop for tees... In the end I couldnt get any, it was either no size or the tee was kinda transluant. Think I was in PS for like 2hrs....

Since I was alone I had nothing much more to do so was thinking of catching a movie at cathay... But in the end, I miss the show(lucky I did not get the tix 1st) coz I was busy shopping for a tee.... By the time I realise it pass the show time already - how lame can it be....

Just feel like being alone for the day....

4th day of New Year and I feel like dying already... Have been feeling kinda weak / tired for the pass few days... Have been dragging myself to work... How I wish I could just lie on the bed... Guess I am falling sick soon. As I tot it wouldnt be that bad my nose bleed for no reason... Like what the heck right. Sian.......

Spend christmas eve at my granny's place as usual. Hang out with my cousins and stuff. Got quite alot of cool pressie from my friends and relatives these are some of them...


new year?? It kinda sucky.... Have no idea if i was feeling emotional or anything.. Come to think its only some stuff that will happen often but just broke down... Like what the heck rite...

When back to work today and I was kinda depress / tired or rather weak (like I dont have enough sleep or something) ... The feeling just isnt good. Memories just start flowing back into the mind thank God i was tooo tired to think abt it.... Yeah tts my new year for you hopefully its gonna get better.... Like eveyone says a new year a new start....(...yeah right but I just gotta believe it will) "Stop thinking about the pass and move on cannnn, why are you such a loser"... How i wish i could just go for a brain wash n forget everything that I dun wanna think / remember about....