Had to work today... Busy with filling as we are shifting office soon. Suppose to leave office at 12pm but decided to stay to help my friend with filling. So left around 1.20pm (she was still there when I leave, so poor thing)....

Was very hungry so the first thing was to head down to PS to have lunch... Haha... After I filled my stomach went spotlight, dai so to check some stuff for my assignment. Was walking around PS, planning to shop for tees... In the end I couldnt get any, it was either no size or the tee was kinda transluant. Think I was in PS for like 2hrs....

Since I was alone I had nothing much more to do so was thinking of catching a movie at cathay... But in the end, I miss the show(lucky I did not get the tix 1st) coz I was busy shopping for a tee.... By the time I realise it pass the show time already - how lame can it be....

Just feel like being alone for the day....

4th day of New Year and I feel like dying already... Have been feeling kinda weak / tired for the pass few days... Have been dragging myself to work... How I wish I could just lie on the bed... Guess I am falling sick soon. As I tot it wouldnt be that bad my nose bleed for no reason... Like what the heck right. Sian.......

Spend christmas eve at my granny's place as usual. Hang out with my cousins and stuff. Got quite alot of cool pressie from my friends and relatives these are some of them...


new year?? It kinda sucky.... Have no idea if i was feeling emotional or anything.. Come to think its only some stuff that will happen often but just broke down... Like what the heck rite...

When back to work today and I was kinda depress / tired or rather weak (like I dont have enough sleep or something) ... The feeling just isnt good. Memories just start flowing back into the mind thank God i was tooo tired to think abt it.... Yeah tts my new year for you hopefully its gonna get better.... Like eveyone says a new year a new start....(...yeah right but I just gotta believe it will) "Stop thinking about the pass and move on cannnn, why are you such a loser"... How i wish i could just go for a brain wash n forget everything that I dun wanna think / remember about....

Time really files one month has pass, and sometimes I am still feeling down because of some reasons. "Did I really make the right decision?" I always ask myself that. Everyday I have been trying very hard to forget and get myself occupy with stuff so I don't have to think so much. Luckily I have my new toy [PSP] with me, it keeps me occupy when I have nothing to do / bored.

Doing/seeing the same old thing over and over again is very tiring. Sometimes I just feel like giving up but having friends around me make me wanna preserver on. Having them to care about me, me crapping and cracking jokes with them really make my day. Though sometimes is just laughing at something stupid it still make yr day coz at least on that day itself you laugh/smile. =P "A smile a day make your sadness goes away".... Haha

Have you ever experience feeling weird being with a person alone. Not that he/she is a stranger but is someone that you are familiar with. I don't feel like talking to that person at all but sometimes seeing him/her alone makes me feel back. Like will find him/her poor thing. But when you thing of the things he/she did you will just hack care. Have been seeing him/her quite often nowadays. One thing its good but the other I am just not used to it. Its like so weird like why he/she is here how I wish he/she is out or something. I know its bad to think this way but I just can't help it.

Just hope that:

• One-day things will get better.
• I wouldn't care about thing or bother so much about it anymore?
• All the things wouldn't affect me anymore
• I will just take things easy and hack care about any other things.

How I wish I were still a kid where I don't have to handle so much things myself. Remember one of my friend said "If life doesn’t suck it wouldn’t be life anymore". Haha... True?? All right guess I shall stop here am I kind of emotional today? Haha... Its ok la huh let me be emotional for a day also wouldn't die. =P

Went to the premiers of "The Holiday" with my friend.. Its special coz its in Sentosa - Palawan Beach. They have this event called "Movie by the beach"... Watching movie by the beach, under the stars its sooooo cool man. Not a bad experience. Price is around the same just that you have to pay $3 for the admission. Guess it will be out next week. Go catch it.....

Oh my friend got me this when she is back frm Taiwan... Its mashmallow..Cute looking huh, cant bear to eat it... =P

Boring, am in the office now… It’s Saturday and I have to work. Can it be more boring not?? And it’s kinda obvious that I have got nothing to do that is why I can blog during office hours right… Must act busy. Like I am typing lots of stuff (typing in “Microsoft Words”… Haha) but actually I am typing a blog entry. Its already 10am I have like 2 hrs more to go…

So tired only had like 4 hrs of sleep can… Just feel like slacking at home. Haha… I think I am back to my old self. Lazy to go out rather stay home to rot. LOL
I think its cool to go back to my old self, which mean I am able to let some things go and carry on with my own life. Have to adapt the life without you. Trying my very best and I guess it’s getting better day after day… and hopefully / eventually it will be gone.

=P Ohhhh know what I finally got my PSP (Sharon: you cant irritate me anymore - “Sorry the PSP has run out of stock”)… I bought it?? Nah where got so much cash to spend on that right… I kind of got it for free, because of Singnet. Sign up for the 2-year contract. It was a promotion period, so happen that my contract has ended so mind as well right. Have Internet access cum a free PSP…


I’m loving it

Is this month the sick month or what I had just recover from SCF (in case u have no idea what is it SCF = sore throat, cough, flu), and now the flu virus is back again… How sucky can it be huh?

Lucky me... Having friends treating me this week. 1st it was pizza, then it was cafe cartel.... Thanks man you know who you are... =P Love ya... Haha love yaa not because u treat me is becoz of u being there for me...

Had been a slacking week for me. Had like nothing to do in the office... Am like bored to death can... So funny my fren was trying to pour hot water into her bottle (poka bottle) and it strink. Its looks damn weird... Haha... And after tt it gave out smoke or rather poisonous gas.. lol (the bottle melted)... Where got pple put boiling water into poka bottle u tell me. I was like laughing non stop.... This is how the bottle look like:::



Guess i have seen quite abit of funny stuff lately... Was shopping the other day n I saw the fattest mannequin(guess this is how u spell it). Think its the shirt that makes it look fat... haha... Who will buy the shirt u tell me???? lol



ps: please ignore the guy behind...

Had my hair cut on saturday. Its was a $75 worth hair cut. Thats what the voucher says. Its a free thing from citibank. Since its free why not try right.... BUT I look kinda sucky now coz the lady cut till very short. I have to like style my hair everyday. Just not used to neat hair style. Miss my messy hair... Haha....

Oh when for SGH dinner and dance on saturday.... After that went to a pub with my col to have a drink... The atmosphere there is kinda cool. Got live band.. After the whole session, I kinda lost my voice coz we were toking very loudly as we couldnt hear each other (coz of the band). Had a great time with them.... =P

Wonder anyone could help me out with my laptop. My lappy has got something wrong man. First my microsoft words got problem opening till now it haven been solved. Now i cant open my messenger at all. This really sux man... 1st was able to use the messenger version 5.0 but after i got forced to upgrade it to version 6.1 i wasnt able to open the application at all. =(

How sad can it be man.... =( =( And i am down with SCF = Sore throat, Cough, Flu.... Haha new term for that huh SCF.... Hate it man coz this cause me to have headache. Was on MC on tuesday then go back to work on wed. Though had a day to rest but the more I sleep the more tired I get. Have not been going out this week coz of that.... Friends have been asking me to rest at home. Haha... Call me a homely gal NOT. Haha....

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Ahhhh I feel like dying can.... Am like a zombie for the past few days didnt get enough sleep coz I couldnt get myself to sleep. Anyone has any idea how to make me slp?? I am super tired but just cant force myself to slp. If I continue to be like that I will die.