It was a great experience for me yesterday.... Went for life camp yesterday.. You can say its a volunterring work. We are suppose to mentor this group of kids[with attitude problem] age 11-16. My goodness tell you i almost die can.... Haha!! People in my group are those who have the most attitude.... They dont listen to you at all.... BUT thank GOD josie was with me... Hahaha!!! Can you imagine I was playing the game by myself and the rest just disappear??? Can die rite.... Was so tiring... But guess what my group won the 2nd prize can. I and josie was kinda shock... Hahaha!!! But they are cute.... A group of kids who always wants your attention... Guess they have their reason to be like that... You will need lots of PATIENCE to be with them... I mean it...

Anyway after yesterday's "life camp" I am sick today, did not go to work today coz as usual I have a very bad headache... Took another day of mc for tml also.... No harm having another day of mc rite... Hahaha!!! Can have more time to rest or rather more time to do my assignment. Haven touch it for like 3 days already... =(

I am damn bored got nothing to do in the office. You must be thinking this girl is slacking again!! Noooo I am not k ... Just that I have already done my part.... And I have already finish what I am suppose to do just waiting for emails and I am busy again I guess!

Am typing in some nonsense in because I have to look busy? Haha! Happen to see an article online on "10 ways to look busy in the office"! Haha! It's kinda funny though... Heard from my friend once before.... Find it kind of interesting. So do you guys wanna know how to look busy and you are acting dying of boredom? PS: Please don't send it to your bosses! Haha!

Walk really fast when you are going anywhere as to appear something important is going to happen

Look pissed off

Put up a do not disturb sign when you are browsing the web

Open up Microsoft Word and write blog entries to post later (Ain't I doing it right now? Hahaha!!)

Opens up a file, takes a print screens of it and makes it your background. So

when you minimizes everything it looks like stuff is happening on your computer.

Stand up from your desk, take two steps away, pause, and slap hand against forehead. Quickly turn back to desk, sit down, open Notepad and start typing frantically.

Always have an email up and half-written. Doesn't matter to whom.

Make your table as messy as possible. This shows that you are too busy to pack your table. Book up every minutes of your Outlook calendar with something

Have lots of window on your desktop.

Last week was a very bad week for me.... Have been so paranoid / depress because of some stuff dont wanna tok abt it, in case that someone reads it.... It really freak me out man like kena haunt by ghost... Every ring just scares me.... Yeah it has been like that for a week. How scary can that be I almost go crazy and I mean it. But after gointg to the beach twice last wk to calm / relax I feel sooooo much better. Going to the beach is really the best medicine for me. The sound of the sea, the breeze, and the sun. It's a world of my own... Hahaha! It seems like to me.... Sleeping on the beach get some tanning. [This is what i like the most] Yeah finally I get tan maybe abit darker. Haha! How I wish I can go there once a week. Haha!Till then I will blog again...

I am DEPRESS.... You know the word D.E.P.R.E.S.S yeah I am in that stage. I wonder who can help me.... Aipeng say she can but who knows.... But after her hitting my head I think so as I was feeling abit giddy after her hitting.. Sooo I just have say to say YES......

Don't think that I am just crapping away I am REALLY depress.... Till then I will blog again.

Wow have been watching a number of movies recently: Brokeback Mountain, Final Destination 3 and Big Mama's House of all shows I prefer mama's house coz its just soo hilarious.

Hmmm guess my life is in a mess.... Just get sooo frustrated at something.. Don't feel like doing something and I cant help it but being forced to do so. Like whats the point? Just to make pple happy thats all I guess... Life is just so hectic for me... Just wanna play when I have the time to but.... Just feel like giving up sometimes but I know I can't, just have to persevere on...

You will feel scared sometimes when you have no idea where you will be next time after working sooo hard to get something done. So screwed up. Hai... Guess I am just being optimistic today.. Think I need a day off just a day alone.....

Happen to came across this video funny
"Brokeback to the Future"!

Went for checkup on monday for the SGH job. Have to pass the test before I can work in the hospital sooo mafan... It took me half a day to finish the whole check up.

# 1 Blood test (and my hand has a blue black after that)
# 2 Chest X-ray
# 3 Urine test
# 4 Some other stupid stuff

After that when to DBS to change the date of my loan coz i realise that they charge interest.... So rather pay it off now then letting the stupid bank earn my $$$... Then spend almost the other half of the day at the library doing my assignment (actually is more to watching movie - as to which screen I wanna put in my trailer)

The stress level in me is getting higher n higher man... Am suppose to do up a storyboard by tomorrow but I havent started yet coz I have no idea how to do it... It really sux man.... Not enough time to do also soooo tiring[dont have enough slp everyday]. =(

Went for the interview at SGH yesterday... The interview was.... Just got no words to describe. It really scare the hell out of me man. One of the scariest interview I have ever went to. I have no idea what I was talking throughout the interview tongue tight. One thing abt them is they don't ask questions at all. Where got interviewer don't talk want you tell me. Then like so weird after I talk there is total silence.

But guess what the agent called me just now to tell me that I got the job... But have no idea what is the pay yet.

=P I went for an interview at Sentosa this morning... Haha!! Kinda cool though but they are only paying 6 per hr... But it seem cool, though the job title is administrator but the job scope quite alrite. Will be going for another 1 one Monday which is at Singapore general hospital... Same position but location wise sentosa is definitely cooler.... Haha!! But they are paying $1450 and above per mth... Hmmmm dunno which want to choose if I really got the job...

#1 Choose the want that has better pay and the same old environment.
#2 Choose the want that has a different environment but low pay.

Which will you choose??

Hai... Its just sooo saddening... I am broke in like 1 day after I got my pay... You must be wondering how can it be what did you do with your pay???? You will never understand man. I was kinda shock when I draw $30 out that day... Just sooo depressing... I only spend less then $50 and I am broke... No words to describe.... =X

When for an interview on Saturday.... Its a sales job selling nike bags [at 1st I thought was just that] but after the interview they have counters for nike and Marie Claire bags. Some tai tai bag I guess so sian lah. Have to start looking for job already man.. My contract for Science Centre end this month. Desperate for job... Hahaa!!!

Kinda depress lah coz I got a diploma and I am doing like sales not say sales not good just that u know dunno how to say lah... The lady who interview me ask me that also so irritating she say sumtink like ohhh u got diploma still wanna look for sales ar. Aren't you wasting yr parent $ for studying the diploma.... When I say no I am paying it for myself then she keep quite. Sickening woman....

Anyway I went shopping after that interview...Yup alone... Went shopping alone for the 1st time I shop frm I think 4++ to 730... Haha!! In the end I spend like $50... Bought

#1 Honey vcd
#2 Twins cd
#3 Book