Just finish my practical test!!! It was alright hope I will be able to pass coz I dunno how to do some of it!!!! Hai...... Things is still not going the right today!! I cant top up my ezlink using my atm card.... The machine say it has a problem cant access!! Arhhhh!!!! NVM will go try again later!!!!

I am soooooooooo tired today!!! Can fall aslp anytime!!!! Tink 4+ then I fell aslp last nite!! After doing the project stuff I still watch a vcd b4 I go to bed!!! Just wanna keep myself busy!! Didn't wanna think too much!! Dunno is it becoz I didn't get enough slp or becoz I am sick I am feeling very weak....... Dun even have the energy to write!!! My shoulders are aching too!!!! HAI............ Didn't pay attention to the things ard me nor lecture...Practical........................ I am just like a walking zombie [tts wat I tink though]!!!

One word to describe how I am feeling now!! "SAD" Dun wanna tink and tok abt it!! Just feeling down!! Will need a few days/weeks [I dunno] to adjust things back to how I used to be!!!! I really hate dis feeling!! Y muz this always happen to me???]

Its like 1am and I am still here[onlining]!! Got school tml but I just dun wanna slp!! Then msn cant work dunno wats wrong!!! Am doing sumtink for my project and the stupid com cant even save the document!! I am like sooooo frustrated!! I finish my stuff and it jam!!!!!! I got to redo every single tink again!! TODAY SUCKS!!!!!! Everything is going wrong!!! Cant something go rite????? Everything is just not doing alright having a very bad headache cum flu cum giddy I dunno what is going to happen next!!! Oh and I got a practical test tml which I dunno if I would know how to do cum I got 2 presentation and an assignment due next week. I haven started on my assignment at all[coz I dunno how to do!!!] CAN someone just kill me "NOW"!!!!!

Hmmmmm I am here to blog again!! Am slacking at my friends lab eating biscult!!! Having break now so decided to blog!! Got nothing to do anyway!!! Hai..... I dunno whats wrong with me nowadays have been sighing!!!! Tink I got some disease called "sighified" [symptom = always sighing]!!!! Even doctors also cannot help!!! Have been feeling down just dun feel like doing anything!! I dunno y also!!! Maybe its becoz of stress, sch...... [but I doubt so] Ahhhh I just wanna be how I used to be!! I dun like this stupid feeling at all!!!

Ahhh so STRESS!!! I dunno how to do my assignment!! Know y??? Coz its java!! I sux at it lah!!! But nvm God will make a way!! Haha!! Hmmm guess I got to go, time to go for lesson already!!! HAI.....................

Yaya!! My blog is getting mouldy!! Here I am to blog again!! Wow its had been so long since I blog again!!! Lazy and got nothing to blog!!! hehe!! Ohhhhh I have been sick for the pass few days!! Had headache cum gastic flu now got cramps summore!! What worse can it get!!!!! When to see 2 doctors!! Coz had headache on Monday then Monday nite I start to puke!!! So when to see a doctor again!!! Stupid polyclinic make me wait for 2hrs b4 I could see a doctor but know what I was in the room less then 5 mins n I am out!!! WONDERFUL huh!! Haha!! Ok I shall not complain anymore.....

Actually I didn't wanna go to sch today also but no choice I got a presentation for bioinformatics case study!! It was like a last minute tink for me!! Coz my grp member prepare the slides until today then I get to see it!! Thank God for them!!! But the presentation turn out alright maybe Jo-n's prayer works huh!! Haha!!! Thanks for praying for me pal!!

Oh charly thank god for u too for listening to all my crap!! Thank u for lending me yr ears or rather eyes!! Hahaha!!! Always supporting me no matter wat!!! Aipeng too!!! Had a great time with you today though both of us are not in a very good mood!! =) But as least we have each other's company rite??? I had a great time with u and yr classmates!! Haha!!! No matter what just come to me if u got any prob ya!!! Ears always open for u guys!! =b

Alright guess I shall stop here!! Got a lot to catch up[for school]!!!Haven done my tutorial[ah guess wat I dunno how to do them.... Saddening]!!! Shall blog again!!! CIAOZ!!!!!

Woooo it has been a week since I blog!! Hmmm just came back frm camp!! I really enjoy the camp frm fellowship to teachings!!! Its a unforgettable camp!! God really speak to me I can really feel it!! I really learn quite a lot frm this camp really change my view for some of the things!! Its was kinda emotion for me / everyone on the second nite where we got to affirm someone!!

Right here I wanna continue my affirmation coz tt night I wanna say a lot of things but just couldn't say it out!!! Haha!!!

Huimei: Remember I tell you I got a lot to say!! Yup here I go hmmm really glad to have a friend/sis/mama like you. you are always there for me no matter wat!! Always so caring, loving, encouraging towards me or rather everyone!! Really happy to cya grow sooo fast frm just a member to a shepherd then now a CL.... Can really c tt you have a lot of faith in god! Even though how tired you are you will nv complain!! You will always continue to do your best.... I know you can do it [lead your cg well]!! Really!! Am really happy to serve in the same unit as you!! Love ya lots!!!

Oh oh its Thursday already... Tml will be the last day of attachment!!! Gonna miss this place! =) Its a cool place to work in though!! But got to go back on Monday coz got to hand over the stuff to the next student tt is cuming in.....

I wun be at the office the whole day tml.... coz I got to "help out"!! Got to follow a Thai grp ard the places tt they will be going.... I am like a tour guild!! Hahaha!! Its not fun lor coz I am the only 1 there.... How am I going to survive man!! Tink I will die of boredom!!! Hahaha!! Got 4 presentation cum go ard the place with them tink is some bio related place... Its frm 930 to 500!! OH NO bio again??? I am going to study bio-informatics next semester, I did bio stuff for my final yr project... Am I really fated to do bio stuff??? Hahaha!! Hai..... No choice I have to go no matter wat!!

Feeling bored / sleepy / tired .......... Hahaha!! Got nothing much to blog actually!! Oh 2 more weeks of attachment n I am going bk to tt stupid sch to study!! I have no idea y I dislike tt sch so much!! Maybe its becoz of the journey / phobia tt I have during FYPJ [final year project] / I dislike my course..... I also dunno!! I just dun like "YIO CHU KANG"... Hahahaha!! Hai .... No choice got 1 more semester to go n I am free I dun have to go YIO CHU KANG anymore!! Hahaha!! I remember telling AP tt I dislike the station YIO CHU KANG sooo much tt I didn't even wan to c the station!! Hahaha!! SO I was saying if I were to go to Bishan I have to tk the other way coz I dun wanna c this station!! [think tt was when we were on our way to Donavan's hse to stay overnite coz next day was camp] Haha!! Remember tt AP?? I really miss those days!!

Oh I am going for Veena 21st birthday party later!! OH NO!!! I am gonna feel so weird again coz I will be the only Chinese there!! Hahaha!! NO choice can u imagine if I dun turn up I will get kill by her or rather Anu!! Hahaha!! Guess gonna stay for awhile then leave already coz its sooooooo far away frm my hse the place is somewhere near farrer park mrt station!!Oh got survivor tonite also but guess I gonna miss it coz I wun be able to reach on by 10pm!!! But its ok!! (o''o)

How I wish I had a teddy bear or something with me now so tt I can hug!! den den wants a hug!! A big hug!!!! =( I wanna go to the beach to relax myself!! I find tt beach is a calm n relaxing place!! I wanna go there!!! In the nite will be cool coz nobody will be there I guess!! SO tt I will be alone enjoying the breeze!! OR maybe sum1 wants to cum along??

STAY STRONG U CAN DO IT!!!!!!

IN THE AFTERNOON!!!

The secret is out!!!!! Didn't know tt pple ard me are so screwed up!!! Not at my best today!! Coz I found out something tt is unbelievable cum will nv thought of it!! OH MY!!!! What worse can it get man!! I am not tt sad actually coz I have already known abt it but not the whole picture!! Come to tink "true" every1 has done something wrong b4 but is it tt easy to forget everything n forgive tt person??? I have been trying to actually [it seems to be getting better ] coz no matter wat I still love tt person!!! Without tt person I wun be who I am now!!! Really really pray tt everything will be alrite!!! YAH I MEAN EVERYTHING!!!! How I wish I could go back to the past living the live where I dun have to care / bother so much!!!! I miss the paintshop days, where "ye ye" [grandpa] is still alive!

To tt someone :
I know u have been very stress abt work and stuff... I know tt u have done wrong things ..... Who have nv do wrong things b4?? As long as u know you are wrong and willingly to change I will always be there to support u!! NO DOUBT abt it!!! Just wanna say no matter wat I LOVE YOU always!!! [ I doubt u will read this anywhere just wanna say how I feel this is a online diary remember!! ]

Oh no time past real fast...... It Wednesday again!! Its week 9 for attachment already 3 more weeks to go!! Its seems as though yest was just the 1st day of attachment!! Oh 3 weeks more and its holiday for me finally get to rest ever since FYPJ [Final Year Project] starts..... Then after tt got to go back to the place tt I dislike to study again.... This time it will be bio-informatics!! I have no idea wat is it abt.... =( I know it wun be easy [wonder who's gonna help me if I am stuck, I am the only 1 in my class tt kena this module for yr 3!! WONDERFUL rite? Haha!] ... But nothing is easy!! SO guess I am gonna depend on myself then!!

Bruises Everywhere!!!

OUCH!! Haha!! I look as though I got abuse or something..... Wanna know y?? Coz I fell of the chair wen I wanna stick this stupid wire back.... Hahaha!!