it was a bad day yest.... wonder why must this happen over n over again.. how i wish i have the rights to scold or rather say them.. cant you just get over n done with it rather then dragging it and get hurt again and again... see already also heart pain.

though i haven been saying much but i really hope i can do something to lessen yr heartache seeing you like tt my heartaches too. guys are just bloody jerks dont they have brain to think oh shd i say they dun have brains at all??? maybe thats the case huh no brainer... fucking piss....

1st we have already tried giving u a bloody chance n u keep ruining it.. i tot this time round you might have learn your lesson and really try to ask us accept u again BUT i was fucking wrong.... no way i am going to try it again... u tink we are stupid or something bloody asshole....

after 1 mth of OT i am finally freeeee or shd i say jobless. Yup have quit the one at 11 Media Channel. Still remember i was so happy that i got this job at 1st but it turns out sucky. OT everyday till 4-5am.. thats pretty bad. NO LIFE indeed... so in order to get another job i have to quit this one 1st. yest was my last day.

as for today onwards i would have to look for a new job in order to survive for the next mth if u guys know me well i dun have any savings so no work no $$ thats kinda bad huh... but at least i am happy now i get my life back... seems like i just came out of jail hahaa can get all the updates frm home / frens and all back to my old life huh...
have to really get a job soon man if not how to "yang jia" hahahaha

all the best to myself... *smile*

am in the office right now (kinda free nothing to do becoz the job have not return frm the client yet).... have been working in this new company for like 8 days... these are the timing i finish work u shall see the difference:

Day 1 = 6 pm
Day 2 = 6 pm
Day 3 = 6.45 pm
Day 4 = 2 am - reach hm at 2.30 am
Day 5 = 11pm - reach hm at 11.40pm
Day 6 = 4 am - reach hm at 4.45 am

As for today i have no idea what time i am suppose to work till.. Haha was saying that i am working permanent night shift. if it continues like tt i have no idea how long i can tahan... damn tired though.. the only days i can enjoy is saturday,sunday and public holidays... cant wait for august...

first day of work as usual have nothing much to do... have been rotting the whole morning... today is just not my day:

1) i forgot my wallet (was abt to board the bus then i found out.) - so i had to run home to get it
2) the bus take so long to come - afraid that i will be late so i took a cab down
3) i make someone i love sad or rather hurt - i feel sad to see you sad... hopefully you will be alrite soon i wanna cya smile

anyway the office look kinda cool... not like what i expected but still not bad. it has the designer feel... thats good enough...

fun doing things together.pitching the tent.sitting by the beach is just so relaxing. though its just a few hours but its enough. having dinner together. shopping for clothes. laughing at stupids things is just so fun. in totally had a great day though its just doing something so minimal...

but at the end of the day its just kinda sad to hear something i dont wanna hear.... though i know i am in the wrong but doing what you like isnt what you are suppose to do? i am just following what my hearts tells me to do.....

last day of work at IMM... pratically have nothing to do just here to rot. how wonderful can it be rite? did ask if i could give today a miss but boss say to come since its the last day. i rather stay at home to slp (coz its like waste of time coming here) kinda tired coz i got home at 330 am last nite so which means i have only 4 hrs of slp. but its worth it... =P

will be starting work on wed... thx god they gave me 2 days to rest before starting work at the new place. of course i will not be rotting at home for those 2 days... =P will be heading down to east coast on mon to chill or shd i say it a camping trip... hahaha yeah camping at east coast park... coolness

i feel great today when i woke up.... (though i am pretty tired)... it feel as if its my birthday.. i will have this exact same feeling when its my birthday.. haha is it becoz tt its a special day??? =P

anyway i am starting my new job on the 11 July (wednesday).. kinda excited...wonder hows the pple, office, environment like.. hopefully its the arty arty kind.. i would to love to work in that kinda environment. heard from him (the guy who interviewed me) that there is a balcony in the office how cool can that be.. i could picture how the office look like (hopefully its what i picture)...

=P New job coming my way, new things / pple in my life. So far life have been great.... Maybe there are still some stuff tt are kinda sucky but life still goes on....

Anyway i got another new job at 11 channel media group (didnt expect to get another one so fast) waiting for them to call to see when i am suppose to start work. Suppose to get a call frm them today but did not. Hopefully they did not cheat my feelings if not i die. Its a advertising firm. Postition as a Graphic Designer... According to the job scope this is what i have been longing for. I am kinda happy.... or rather very happy... Though i will have to work till 2-3am but doing something you like is worth it...

Back to reality.... Just got back frm Langkawi this evening! Had fun, its damn relaxing (where troubles will be all gone)...

View from the cable car.. Damn nice

Went for Island Hopping.... On the way to one of the island.. The water is kinda clear..

View of sunset.. At the lighthouse resturant...

These are some of the pix(out of 190 photos) Haha Can you imagine I have taken so many photos in just 2 days. Anyway I am kinda lazy to elaborate on the places I went coz I am super tired.. Haha Overall its just fun.... =P

I just wonder sometimes why someone can be such a coward that you dont face yours problems. so pou pou ma ma... Just get over and done with it rite???? What the heck are you thinking?? Hurting all the pple ard you and causing yrself to feel bad (i have no idea if you ever feel bad at all). If you dun wanna continue this relationship just end it STOP dragging it.... Like what the fuck. If you think you dun wanna end it, then can you please put yr heart and soul or at least put / show your effort that you really want this to turn out rite??? I really cant stand yr attitude already. Like what the fuck do you want?????? Am sad and tired of you.....